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[Harshitha]

Yesterday my mom read my diary in which i made an entry that i hated her and that she is being selfish and is meddling with my life. I wrote that as long as she's with me i will never be able to achieve my goals.I am 16. I was actually mad at her and all these just flew out of me, though i didn't mean them. I never wrote such stuff earlier.I accept that i misunderstood her and i made a mistake. Actually, her mother and my dad don't get along well with her as there were rough times a few months ago and she thinks the only people that love her are me and her brother (my uncle). I regret for writing all this stuff and she's very upset and thinks i have been acting all this time. She hasn't been talking to me since then and left early to work today without even looking at me. She's really mad and heart broken. I love her but all that I wrote was just because i couldn't control my emotions. I want to kill myself for having done this. I feel really guilty and even begged her for forgiveness, but she just stayed quiet. How can i get her back?

[Khandro]

//Invite her for breakfast or lunch. Talk to her! She's your mum.//

or your daughter, --- or neither.

[Harshitha]

I would want to talk to her but I'm not a very good talker....
Thank you everybody for your advice...

[jackthehat]

If you can't talk to her, write it all down in your diary.......you know that she'll get to read it.

[jennyjoan]

TBH - do know that your mother shouldn't have read the diary but she did and she is very hurt - I'm sorry it will take her time to get over the things you wrote - she is only human and has been hurt by the daughter she truly loves.

"sticks and stones may break my bones but names will never hurt me".

Good luck Harthy

[Baldric]

FYI

Name Harshitha generally means Joyful or Happy or One who gives happiness, is of Indian origin, Name Harshitha is a Feminine (or Girl) name. Person with name Harshitha are mainly Hindu by religion.