I am not sleeping well,I am constipated,when I do fall asleep I have nightmares
The reason is the vision that comes to me of Sqad in high heels ,a mini skirt,and socks stuffed in a 44 inch bra,writing this at the moment makes me feel quite sick,and the thought of someone ripping them off him, I think I have to lie down in a dark room.
I wonder if Sqad had a restful night or did he dream of days gone by,as I have brought this all back to him should I feel ashamed about it? Never say sorry on ab he told me,what he didn’t tell us ,what joy he felt in dressing up in women’s clothes ,and still does.