I've just read through this post and I'm glad I don't tune into this in a morning. I would feel depressed for the rest of the day, after all its supposed to be "Good morning" What I can't get my head round emmie is if your feeling so unwell how on earth are you able to spend four and a half hours on here from 5am onwards? and why on earth would you then cancel an already made appointment with your doctor at a time when you may really need one?
Don't know how far away you are from your doctors. but if I felt that unwell I would book a taxi to get there, even if I struggled to pay for such. Some people have a job getting an appointment with their doctor.