thank you Smow - I was LOL - highly regarded hahahahha.
Not so much now - - my bestie friend, my main friend who we have shared 40 years of friendship, hilarity, parties, understanding of life's woes, the whole heap (this is the one I have mentioned that has taken an unbelievable identity problem - she had a heart attack 3 years ago and has let me go. So between the Covid measures I have lost a great friendship.
Amongst the other friends the few I have left - they can't believe she has blew me out like a hot potato. And I am so sad but I need to carry on.