Abbey, life is not a bowl of cherries. Millions of people work in jobs they don't like, it's the only way they can afford to live and they come to terms with it.
Nowadays conditions have improved (we no longer send kids up chimneys), but you've got to learn to take the rough with the smooth, decide what compromises you are prepared to take to hold down a job.
As regards this particular job, read through the skills and behaviours needed and take a long hard look at yourself and decide whether you are a good fit at present.
Good luck.