Hmm. "Just plain loopy"?
Well, you could possibly be 'loopy' but you could never be called 'plain'. You're one of the most interesting people on AB ;-)
Anyway, your approach to things probably makes far more sense than mine. If I received a book I'd been dying to read, I wouldn't do the logical thing and read it straight away. I'd put it to one side until I was really in the mood to read it. Then I'd think about reading it and be put off by the thought of having to come to the end of it, so I'd leave it for a while. Then I'd not be in the right mood when I next thought about it. Then I'd be put off by the thought of coming to the end of it. Then . . . oh. I think you've got the picture by now ;-)
I've hunted for rare books and films for years before finally finding them in secondhand shops or on eBay. Once I get hold of them, it usually takes me several months (or, sometimes, years) before I feel exactly right about reading/viewing them. Even re-reading books is the same. I'm currently re-reading a book I first read years ago. (It's far from being 'high-brow'. It's 'The Great Crime of Grapplewick' by Eric Sykes). Because I'm 'scared' of finishing it (i.e. I'll lose the pleasure), I have to take it a few pages at a time. I could easily read it in an evening but, so far, it's taken me about 3 months to get through the first half of it!
Chris
PS: At least we seem to have one thing in common. My hard drive is cluttered up with various bits of short stories and novels which all fall into the category of 'work in progress' ;-)