Theland, I don't mean to undermine your beliefs, but I have found my own peace, and my spirituality lies in the universe. I know right from wrong, I help people as much as I can, I see the beauty of nature, and I see the Christian concept of innocent babies being born sinners as simply wicked. I look at the stars and wonder how many other beings exist in the vast universe, and whether they too have worlds full of conflicting organised religions. If your god is indeed the creator of all, does he care as much for them as you say he cares for us? Do they have the bible? Did Jesus go there to spread the word and was he sacrificed on each and every inhabited and half-civilised planet in order to save its inhabitants' sins? Do they know St Paul - and are they also desperate to save their souls - or does your god's word only apply to we earthlings?
I don't feel the need to worship anyone or anything; to reproach myself because the church (= man) tells me I'm a sinner, or to pander to a fictional nonentity in the hope of saving my soul. I do believe an afterlife exists, but it's a natural progression rather than a religious one, and may even involve the concept of reincarnation. Who knows? Hopefully science will some day be able to provide some answers. I'm sure when we get to wherever we end up, we'll meet our loved ones, and we'll exist with people of all creeds (who, of course, by that time will realise that they were mistaken in their religious beliefs) - and no one will fry in your fictional hell. Organised religion, by it's very nature, produces blinkered vision, but my god (for want of a better word) is not cruel, nor jealous, nor petty-minded and demanding. He's (it's?) far bigger than that.