I used to have anxiety attacks that I was going to have an epileptic attack (I have epilepsy... obviously) and I saw therapists and doctors and none of them helped until I went and saw a Hypnotherapist... she was the best person for the job and I would recommend it to anyone! I know people who have used this method and swear by it! Honestly it's well worth it. Clearly your problem is emotional and not medical.... get yourself an appointment and see how it goes... normally they do consultations for the first time and then you can assess whether you need it or whether it is for you!