Help Im so depressed,loneley and hurt

[stefaniabj]

Im an 18 year old girl and I feel like my head is completeley messed up. I Didn't end up going back to school because I thought I was in love. Two years on He has been violent and cheated on me so I left him. I always had my best friend by my side. Untill I found out she slept with him just after we broke up when i was upset and crying. Me and her wanted to get a place together and work, now shes left the country. Im on my own, left with no friends and no life. Im so depressed I know I don't deserve this but I feel like there is nothing left here for me and i still love my ex who is dying to get me back too, untill I was very rude to him. Mabye I shouldn't have been cos he was the one who told me about my best friend and she later addmitted it.They are such liars too, they both blame eachother for what happened and its messed me up, I try to act like I don't care who it was but deep down Its all I thinka bout.

[AB Editor]

A quick note to some of you: hopefully stefaniabj will be able to take a great deal of good from your thoughts, experience and advice, but this may not be the best place to start a theological debate. Remember, every post prompts an email to her.

(stefaniabj - apologies for creating yet another email with this note!)