I know a truth. I can not ever ignore it, and feel only compelled to explore it. Nothing is worth anything against this, not money, nor power or even family and friends. A normal life seems insignificant no matter how successful a one it could be. A life of comfort, of routine and security a life full of love and happiness is still shadowed by this truth. But to follow this truth is to leave all these things forever, to sacrifice my very identity (me). I will never be loved again, never be held or kissed, never feel comfort never belong. An outsider to everyone. This truth will bring no personal gain but it is Right and it is Good. Even on writing these words I know which path I will walk, not through choice but destiny. Some people always know what their lives will be, and only by standing true to this, ignoring all else does it unfold.
You've posted this in Animals & Nature, robbyrymo, but as I can't see any Q's about little furry things
perhaps Body & Soul might be a better place, or as wildwood says - Literature.