Oh My Eng: Sadly, this sounds like so many sad events that occur almost every day throughout the Western world. Indeed, it�s a complex matter. However, there are two things that come to mind immediately: I feel it�s extremely important for you to write copious notes, reflecting what you saw, heard, felt, and fears or concerns you may have had at the time. Particularly, your concerns regarding retribution and the possibility that in the event of an emergency, there might be a deliberate delay in security arriving. And, should you now feel that you may be at risk for any reason, detail steps you�ve taken to ensure you protect your own interests.
The other thing that comes to mind is your union rights. Certainly, I feel this is something your steward should be handling. If she has chosen not to, then it needs to be carried further up the line.
Now, having said this, backing far away from the situation, I would encourage you to reflect on any comments you may have shared with others regarding your belief that the security team collectively would decide not to respond to an emergency involving you. Would it be appropriate to form an opinion that virtually every member of the security team holds no personal values or professionalism? In a courtroom environment, a defence attorney could make quite a meal out of such a statement, turning it around on you, suggesting paranoia, overt discrimination or bias�I�m sure you understand where the thoughts could lead here.
Setting all of this aside, isn�t it tragic that there even needs to be security at a school? I do understand why it�s necessary, but I find it profoundly saddening. It robs dedicated educators of their professionalism and it robs children of their innocence. What those children face today is a looking glass on what we all face in the future.
I wish you well
Fr Bill