hi, i hope your blood test went well! I have exactly the same problem as you. please don't think you're alone. my boyfriend's dad is a paramedic and he has really helped me, gradually every week he showed me a needle, then got me to touch it, hold it, stick it in an orange. if you can find someone like this who is willing to help you, it really helps. before i couldn't even look at a needle, now at least i can. but, the actual process is of course a lot different. one thing that has really helped me is having my blood taken in the childrens department at the hospital. i don't know about you but my hospitals phlebotomy dept is like a meat market, about 15 people in the room at once, it's a catastrophe when you're phobic. i rang the childrens dept and there was a lady who was more than happy to take my blood. i went there 1st thing before any kids came. obviously kids are frightened too so she was used to scared people. i took my boyfriend with me and did not take my eyes off him for a second and told him not to look at my arm. i concentrated on breathing really deeply and i got through it. she used an ice spray to take the pain away (i am allergic to the emla cream) and that did help. but i don't know about you, with me it's not the pain i'm scared of but the actual insertion.
good luck. if you need any more help or just to talk, email me at
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take care
vicky x