Feel like utter crap

[caveman69]

Just had to tell the only bloke I've ever loved it's over,cos he's not available, not just loved, adored. If this is love, I dont want it cos it hurts too much when u have to give it up. Know i'm gonna get a mixed response of u deserve all u get and it's happened to me,but please help. A record has just come on with the words " hate how much I love u so " . How apt x x

[Ice.Maiden]

Awwww sweetheart! Have a good cry and get it out of your system hun. Just popped on here for a few secs and saw your post. I'll send you some marillion soon - xxxx

[meglet]

Caveman I've been there. I knew it was morally wrong to get involved with a guy who was with someone else but dammit I loved him. You can't help who you fall in love with and while, yes, you can control what you do about it, it sounds as if you've come off worse in the end. Chin up pet.

[Redbel]

You will get over it caveman...you will in time....and months or even maybe years from now you will look back and think...time wasted.......you will find someone just for you xx

[Ice.Maiden]

Bez is right - but at the time, it's one of the worst feelings ever, isn't it? Hi bez - xx

[wee willie]

hi Bez
strange fella ...err (woman) this caveman lol

[Ice.Maiden]

No - she's sound willie.

Here CM - http://www.lyricsfindr.com/4579-marillion/1438 58_lyrics-assas
sing.htm
There you go hun - xxxxx speak to you all later - xx

[Redbel]

It is Icey....I've been there....and the pain in your heart is like no other pain you will feel......but if he belongs to someone else, you will always be second best...xx

Hiya ziggy my love :D...well I did wonder, but after chatting to caveman a while back they told me they where female xx

[caveman69]

How blummin caring are u all on here ? Every single answer was meaningful, thankyou.

Ice,me laptop won't play ball with your link. Can u get it to me another way, or if not, post me here which Marillion track it is and either I'll know the words or will get CD out and play it. U always manage to come up with the goodies ya know. Big thanks for that.

Missing the gorgeous little **** so much already x x

[Ice.Maiden]

Hiya chicky-bee. Are you still down?

[caveman69]

And caveman is an anagram of his name, 69 the year he was born. Am a woman but a soppy daft hurting one at the moment x x x

[Ice.Maiden]

Well, I was thinking of Assassin, for lots of reasons hun. Love the very end of that song as well, where our beautriful friend always blew a kiss to the audience (MEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!), but i think it's poignant in many ways. x

[caveman69]

Yes Icey, and not looking good for me going to sleep any time soon. Told him to listen to lyrics to Sugababes track Change, most of em hit the spot x x

[caveman69]

YES Ice !!!!! Although I'm thinking I musta bin standing very near u cos the kiss was aimed at me, make no mistake .
Dint think I would be able to raise even a flicker of a smile today, thanks to u ( and Fish !!! ) I have ,tiny but there and thats a start on the big road to recovery .

Put this vision in ya mind Ice if u want a nice nights sleep, Fish getting out of the car with that blue and white scarfy thing on, on the video to Heart of Lothian. mmmm