cuddles to Max, this is bringing bck memories to me :( sobs! lets cuddle together. (((max))). but mines in a slightly diff situation.
flash bks r floooding bk to me, i still feel hurt, if he was honest and told me where i stood then i woulda been fine, but leaving me in the dark just forgetting about me like a toy hes left in the loft and forgot about it. its just not right being treated like that. :'( *sighs* now he seems happy with someone else which really hurts me too, but is happy for him that hes found or should i say was alwys that person he wanted to be with. it aint worth it, i know how u feeel max, i wanna gooo away tooo and leave this place, ppl may say running away isnt the answer, but it is the answer for me, b'cos too many memories here, and my questions will never be answered. it keeps referring me to tht song by All Saints.... "a few questions that i need to know, how u could eva hurt me so, i need to know wha ive done wrong and how long its been going on........." u get the idea. ...anyway dont know why im up at this time gotta get ready for wrk in an hrs time, hope it snows again to cheer me up. Max remember YNWA!!! (YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE) Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx