Awww, I hope you are bearing up a bit now ruthann. It's such an awful feeling when you lose a pet, it doesn't matter how old they are or how it happened, and the road is something we all worry about but can do nothing about xx
Diego (my tabby) came home about an hour ago, has eaten his breakfast and gone upstairs for a nap, he's a grumpy so-and-so and not very sociable - think Victor Meldrew in cat form. Raffy is in the garden, probably being grubby, she always comes back filthy leaving muddy paw prints everywhere and is the one who insists on bringing presents each time (this week we have had two headless pigeons, two dead mice, a penguin wrapper and one of those nets that you put washing powder tablets in). Jez is sat at the patio doors watching the back garden, probably picking which bird she is going to have as soon as she is big enough.
Hope your other cats are doing ok ruthann xx