kawa, just have a 'feeling' about it.
Put it this way, I was no angel before I met my fella, and was not careful, just seems thst if I was able to fall pregnant, I would of done long ago.
And now I regret things because my fella wants kids one day, and so do I.
My brother has been single 10 yrs, my sister is married to a women so through that my mum has gained 3 grandkids, but I feel its down to me to give my mum little bubby grandkids, and feeling already that I cant do that upsets me so much :(