Hi Andrea. I sure didn't mean to add to your woes. Sorry. But you conveyed to me, almost despair of your current situation. I have been there-honest. I had to sit myself down, be honest with myself, and come up with a better formulae. And I did end with the wish- Good Luck! I reckon tomorrow will be a better day for you. A couple of your friends had a go at me on another theme (Society) so you also have the bonus of support. Keep plugging. And really gal-Good Luck.(I,m really old, and we said "gal" in my day!!