well for those that know me

[chicho,bird2]

in 5 days time its my 1 and only brothers birthday
and the 2nd anniversry of his death on september 3rd

on his birthday he will be 58

and im crying now is this natural

as i tend to hide a lot of feelings

i was going to send a different song but it would not paste so i sent this for him instead

any one remember the verse i took to blackpool with me in july for him
as i cant go on his actual birthday
and it wont be on here as i was under monty or hshaw
at time wen i sent

ice you may still have it

signining off for an hour or so
i will get bk to you all

lv the monty xxxxxxxxxxxxx

via chico

and shaw xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

http://www.youtube.com/watch?vM7vs21ZKrKM

turning to god

[haysi06]

Hi chico,bird2 (monty), I don't 'know' you, but I can empathise with you. Take care.

Hxx

[pastafreak]

Cry as much as you need to,hun. It is perfectly normal.......the events of 2years ago are still very,very fresh. Only time will ease it for you. I know that when I lost both my mum and my sis...within 10 months of each other,I seemed to cry constantly for several years. Then the year came when I 'forgot' my mums death on the day....I felt so guilty-but soon realised this was part of the healing process. Deal with it as best you can hun......your friends are here if you need them xx

[tazmac25]

Time doesnt heal it just makes it easier to deal

i wish you well

[Sachs]

Hi chico, he must have known you loved him very much, take care xxx

[chicho,bird2]

i hope this wrked

pasta i know as i lost my sis last year in dec my 50th

and its making it harder to deal with
as she is now 1 year coming up too

wrs the time gone x

and the pains are hurting me so much

i cant breathe xxx.and thanks every one here for me
as i know you are ok xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

xx

pasta
ice
leg
driss
and the ones i dont know

big mamma how are you xxxxxxxxx loads of hugs

and my step bro k2

but leg is sound
xxxxxxxxxxxx

pasta lv you and ice

haysio thanks them words from you wre great thank you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


we may meet 1 day xxxxxxxx

http://www.youtube.com/watch?vZVTqqyQ2jsk

his fav

[pastafreak]

Big hug for you to carry around you: (((((((((HUG))))))))

[Sachs]

chico - it's skyep xxx

[bigmamma]

Is that you MONTY ? Awww , how sad a time this is for you .Bless .
((( hugs ))) xxxxx