no - I've got over all that, but I can see how you have got that impression god love him!
There was, quite deservedly, a while back, but I rose above it. But I shall rise above him no more.
I actually have a lot of love & respect for him - how he used to be anyway, not how he went....
no - he always a bit that, it was part of the appeal strangely enough - I have always liked eccentric folk. And after meeting his family I realised he was actually the normal one...
no - he turned to alcohol which turned him to being obnoxious loudmouthed seedy lazy & violent, that's all.
It's the only way I got through it Zac, and survived to tell the tale.
He made mistakes, and paid for them.
I genuinely have a lot of respect & love for the man he was when I first knew him. But, some people choose the rocky road & don't realise it's the wrong one until it's too late to turn back.