Question Author
Hi everyone, Just an update. My brown bleed went on to become a heavy red bleed and unfortunately I have lost my wee baby..
Naturally my partner and I are devastated but life goes on.
I have been bleeding for a day and a half now, experiencing some very painful cramps, each time i see the blood and feel the cramp my heart breaks a wee bit more.
We have decided to still keep saving together so that when we do become pregnant again, god willing, we will have a nice wee nest egg to start us off.
I could not talk about it yesterday as it is just so emotionally painful but, I am a great believer that whats for me won't pass me and that there must have been something wrong with the development of the wee life to make this tragedy happen. Today, after a sleepless night of tears and broken hearts and shattered dreams, I can now see more clearly and be more practical about having to get on with life.
I intend to concentrate fully on my Open Uni studies and just take what life throws at me.
x.C.x