help me

[Connemmara]

Hi I am just after drinking a bottle of sherry and will continue to drink more beer this afternoon

I have so much physical pain in my body from top to my very ankle which have all been broken over the years along with mental health which makes me cry and cry. I know you all will be saying it is the drink - and you are right but only right a bit tiny bit.

I have my weight (which I dont like) in which I wont socialise because of it. I cant wear nice clothese because they pain me so much (the bra especially) so I dont wear one I have numerous friends (brilliant friends) but they dont ring. (nothing to do with the drink) all to do with the fact when the ring me to go out I wont go. Believe me even though you are reading a morbid report I am alleged to be a very funny gal.

I have lost so many members of my family mom, dad, brilliant aunts young nephews (who was shot and one drowned) and the family I am left with dont know about what I have been really through.

In 1975 I was shot from a car
1993 I broke my arm and set my attic on fire at the same time
1998 articulated car crashed into me forcing me to hit another 3 cars - I walked away only to have pain many months later.

2008 - holidays broke the same arm again, an ankle and a tooth.

Teeth cause me so problems with all these crowns and I spit blood every day.


Now would you believe the last time I went to doctors (who is brilliant) was August 2008. I just feel there is nothing anybody can do for me as I know I have to just to learn to live with all this physical and mental pain - I live alone - with my little dog.

I know some of you will say get to the doctors - believe me I have got antid[presants - they did not work in fact they made me worrse.

Anyway I am having a bad day today. Sorry for moaning because I know very well there are worse scenarios than

[Connemmara]

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