I understand your fears laj, and I pay privately for sedation. In my case, I actually DO go to sleep, which is fab, because when i wake up, all the work's done. It costs me �90 a time, and although you have to have someone with you to take you home afterwards, you can walk out unaided. If you can't afford to have this done, but are registered with a dentist, go along for a check-up and explain how frightened you are. Ask him to refer you to a dentist at your local hospital, and you can then get sedated free of charge.