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I know yogi, i can see how the time scale dunt match, am such a wreck since it happened,honestly dont know where i am. To sum people they are just dogs, but to me they are my babies and they were being hurt. i just cant get the noise of their yelping out of my head. No way could I stay in hospital thinking of that and not be able to cuddle them better. I am a human,i feel **** now,but so do they,and they dont have a choice,the quality of their life is entirely down to me. I want to make it nice for them. If i knew how i wud show u the hospital band on my wrist,and the lump on my head. Just to prove its not ' suss ' Its not and im not