Joy - I'm hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[DEN53]

Hiya Joy - glad you have your name back - I have stayed away from CB - as I have a lot of stress at home just at the moment so I don't need nasty remarks from some abers on here. It would be nice to just pop in for a chat on CB, but I do not seem to have the gelling agent to blend in.

See ya
Den xx

[caththecrazy]

Come in come in Den - I'm the same but why worry????

[Joy1]

hello DEN, wont ask pet but I am glad you popped in, does you good to have a bit of banter with "strangers" rather than people who know, you can loose yourself in an imaginary world for a while at least, I know I was very lonely in my first marriage, strange that, lonely with kids and a husband, it's a awful feeling, but then there was none of this to go into, when you are feeling down pet, call in here, you have made loads of friends, and I think you have a wonderful sense of humour..xxx

[logic]

we're not all nasty DEN,

[tamborine]

b.o. ?

[Joy1]

DEN knows that logic, when your'e down and you see someone like yourself and cc saying something nice to you, it brings a lump to your throat, it happened to me a while ago, and you were all so very kind...x

[tiggerblue10]

I'll lend you some superglue Den! Lol

Welcome back hun. I had a bit of a funny turn at the weekend when people were being nasty to each other on here. I'm feeling a lot better now. I won't ask what your stress at home was as you may not wish to chat about it but I hope everything is better now. xxx

[bensmum]

Hi Den - good to see you. I get very low at times and somtimes I just look in and see other people on here having fun and I can't bring myself to join it. I do make myself do it at times and I'm glad I do because there are some lovely people here.
xx

[Joy1]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jY6t51I8R0

especially for you DEN at times like this x

[Beatrice35]

Hey Den, really sad to hear some posters have been nasty to you ( what fools- they have the problem not you)as you are one of the loveliest posters here( have such a sweet heart) + always love to see your name. Sorry was not around last night- had friends around at home/entertaining so was offline all of yesterday evening + they left late then was ready for bed. One poster told me this am that you were here last night- so found your post just now. There are many lovely people on here so please urge you to ignore the blue meanies/fools/unhinged characters/egomaniacs/trolls. Just listen to all the lovely posters + everyone who thinks you are top notch including Bea please :-) If someone is nasty then always seek a second opinion. We go on lots of comparison websites when we need cheaper products or insurance yet when it comes to opinions others have about us or we have about self then far too often we will not seek out a second opinion yet this is equally as vital! You blend in fine + no need to blend in with the muppets that are around anyhow. Blend in with the best that are here- the optimists, the encouragers, the kind, the wise + the wonderfully witty only please Den then you will float as high as a helium baloon or walk with spring in step :-) Rooting for your most fine self, big time. Take excellent care Den + hope to talk to you soon. " There is a silver lining to every crowd."- P.T. Barnum
Many random acts of kindness come your way today DEN,
gentle hugs, Bea :-)

[Beatrice35]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WId0WS48JgM

For you DEN :-)

[Beatrice35]

Another one, hope you will like :-)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtrEN-YKLBM
Just adore this song + Loved the Queen+ Bowie combination + the lyrics are just fantastic :-)

[Beatrice35]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3efTxe5NTo

This makes me smile + chuckle much so hope it is your cup of cha DEN. Big hugs, Bea HHer( Happy House member) :-)

[Joy1]

I absolutley adore those two songs BEA, xxx

[DEN53]

Thanks for your kind words Bea and the song links and I also love Stavros Flatley - I hope they win the final.

I have spent the day at my Mum & Dads - my Dad is 80 today - my poor Mum is going down the dementia road - its heartbreaking to see the state she is in. She liked my earrings I was wearing, (white gold hoops) - she wanted a pair, so I said here take these Mum, have mine - within a minute of me putting them in her ears, she was screaming 'get them out' and going mad. On the way home I had to pull the car over, because I could'nt stop crying - I felt a right plonker.

My Mum was 80 in March, but she has always been a slim attractive woman, wearing modern clothes and now she shuffles about. I am the person who holds everybody together - trouble is there is no one to hold me together.

I have just had a sandwich and bag of cheese & onion crisps, so now my batteries are recharged.

I can't be doing with all the sh$t that goes on CB - in a post last week - I mentioned that I was born and bred in the east end of London - a lovely Aber commented 'go home then' - that was nice !!!

I have had to deal with a lot worse in life than I am going through right now - but for some unknown reason it seems to be affecting me more - don't know why !

Oh well thats enough drivel from me.

Bye Beatrice

Love Denise xx

[Beatrice35]

Hey DEN, hope you at least check your responses to this tread even if you do not come back to CB on AB for a while. Heart goes out to you big time. Can understand how even strangers pathetic comments on here ( they are total fools for saying such stupid words to you that is for sure) is too much for you right now as in the Real World you have so much to deal with. Must be really tough being strong for everyone yet you have no one you feel you can talk to. Have you been to your GP- he may be able to refer you to a counsellor whom you can offload all your pressures to especially those regarding your mum. You need to vent your feelings too- to someone whether it be a friend or even someone neutral. If you are carrying too much burdens then you can even be too sensitive to people that you need to ignore or shut your ears off to their ridiculous words.

Right now you need to do whatever you need to do + be in whatever place you need to be to make your good self stronger. Hope that makes sense. Just struggling wtih my brain to get the words out right- very tired at moment( muscle pains keeping me from sleeping). Take most excellent care of you + praying for you DEN. Please be your own best friend. Rooting for you big time!! Gentle hugs, Bea x

[DEN53]

Morning Bea - thats for your lovely response - I know how you feel about muscle pain - I suffer from osteoporosis in my spine and osteoarthritis in my neck.

I totally agree with you about carrying burdens and being sensitive to other peoples jibes at me. I have noticed a repeated pattern on CB,when I enter into humerous banter with certain people, suddenly the posting ends and I never get an answer, strange very strange.

Hope your cold sores are clearing up Bea - I had one on my lip 2 weeks ago and low and behold another one appeared yesterday.

Anyway the sun is out and I have a million and one things to do (as usual) so I am into the shower now.

Hope to speak soon

Love Denise xx

[Beatrice35]

Denise, Try not to pay too much attention to what is said or not said or anything else for that matter on here unless of course it is positives ;-) as this is in many ways a strange place on the whole! Have you any friends you can meet up with or is there a way for you to meet people nearby? Still, like hubby says you have to be careful as to what you say on here as there are those unhinged characters who see a weakness even if it is physical one and they are like vultures- their raison d'etre, as they feel stronger by attacking those whom are weak/challenged or different in any kind of way just like bullies love to regardless of age( they are the sad ones yet also stay well clear). Am honest, like you + sometimes that honesty is even attacked. Still, you must concentrate on your fine self Denise + building yourself up in every way possible. Cold sores have 90% cleared up- thanks for asking. Takes me ages to heal - 2 to 3 times longer than a healthy person or longer as neurologically challenged. Still, like you have a better attitude than many healthy or fit individuals. Thanks for being you + keep being you please. Rooting for you big time in every possible way + hope you will be much refreshed by many acts of kindness over the next few days.
Take excellent care of your most fine self, gentle hugs, Beatrice :-)