time eases the pain but it does not heal it. I lost my dad 23 years ago at a fairly young age and it still hurts like it was yesterday, especially if i recall the day it happened. It certainly is easier to deal with these days though but i also grieve for the loss my kids had, for them never having had the pleasure of knowing the wonderful man who was my dad and for him not having the joy of his Grandchildren either. I wish my man could have known him, i wish he had given me away when i got married, i wish he could have been there when i've needed him the most. There are all sorts of things that will always be there, never stop hurting.
I get some comfort believing my Dad is always by my side, watching me, and my kids, even though we can't see him.
ummmm, lovely that you have such a wonderful reminder of him on you tube.So precious. I have nothing apart from a dickie bow that he used to wear when he was a drummer in a band way way back when i was a kid. I have a handful of pics but ya know, nothing can take away the memories, all be it, not enough of them, that are in my head every day.
bless ya. keep smiling. I'm sure you're Dad is smiling down on you knowing his daughter loved him so much. x