Thanks guys!
Nah, it was just going through a bad time at end of school years and then left school and was pretty down, and spent pretty much 8 weeks on my own, and stayed in bed crying for 18 hours a day when mum and stepdad were at work! Would get up when they got in at 6, then go to bed about 12 and stay in bed again til they got home the next day! Was quite a mess really!
Now I am very dependent on Mr Wiggal, and hate being away from him, even if he is out and I am home on my own a couple of hours! Luckily he undestands and in the last 6 years have never left me on my own for too long! But Im not sad anymore!! :-D