i suck so bad at my job

[ooh-la-la]

I've just started a new job as a receptionist which is something that i've always wanted to do, and i'm going to be left by myself this sunday. I'm really not confident about some of the things that i need to do and there's been something really random happen nearly every time i've been in that i've had to ask my supervisor for help on. I've suffered from low self esteem for years now which i think is part of the problem and i just get really upset- to the point of nearly crying when i can;t do things or when i make stupid mistakes. I don;t know what to do, i've been looking for ages for a job like this and now i have one i can;t even do it. ow :-(

[nungate]

I hate to say I told you so, but I think we all did. Well done you. I did wonder how you'd got on and I'm glad to see you've posted something to let us all know how you fared on your first day on your own. It's never as bad as you might think it's going to be is it? So as your boss says Stop being so hard on yourself and go out there and enjoy your job. AS the old saying goes "You've come a long way baby.."

[Chaffinch]

Not read all the other answers, but keep your chin up, you cant be as bad as the peeps who work for me.................... well at least when i;m pizzzzzed

[ooh-la-la]

thankyou, i had butterfly's in my tummy for the first hour Mwahahaha!, but your right things are never as bad as you think. sorry it's taken a week to let you know how it went though, i've had so many unsociable hours to do and feel like i haven't; had any time to myself.