dreaming

[firewatch]

I keep dreaming about going back to where i used to work. I have to leave due to my husband getting a better job and i wasnt well following the birth of our daughter. I really miss the place, and would love to go back there, but after three nights of dreaming of the pale its getting a bit much! no point to the post just wanted to say it out loud lolx

[sherrardk]

Maybe you are missing old friends and with it coming up to Christmas you might be thinking of them more? Is the place you live not very nice, have you managed to make new friends?

[firewatch]

sorry had not have! We moved to somerset from herefordshire, which was close to my family, who i had not been close to for 3 and a bit years. We then moved due to money reasons to wales and left my family behind. im still in contact with old collegues and yes i really do this them!

[sherrardk]

Maybe that's it then, where in South Wales do you live (parts of it can be v depressing, I am from Aberdare and I wouldn't want to go back, but we live in Hereford now)? Do you go to toddler groups, etc (I know most of them are really cliquey but you might make new friends there), the only people I have met since we moved here are from the school playground.

[firewatch]

Newport, no I dont A) its too cliquey B) A friend (wife of my husbands work collegue) keeps pushing me to go, which makes me dig my heels in C) I have bad depression and agoraphobia and it takes alot to get me out of the house. God I miss Hereford and Worcester (thats where I worked-lived in Bromyard), the only upside to Newport is access to shops on my doorstep!

[carlton23]

When I dream of where I worked for 20 years before retiring, it's like a nightmare.

[firewatch]

na this place was stressful but i loved the work even though i was christened the rotweiler lol

[sherrardk]

Hi FW, shame you don't live here anymore, we could have met up.

[firewatch]

still come to hereford sometime to go see the out laws (yes its an apt name!) but its not regular, they have done alot of harm over the years which theya re oblivious too sad to say. lets hope i dont dream of the ym tonight!