NoM, so sorry to hear your news! Of all times for this to happen, this must have been the worst for you. But perhaps you can find a little positive thought in the fact that you found out before you married him. My heart really goes out to you and I am sure, along with so many others on here, we would all love to give you a hug of support. Try to be strong. You are a beautiful girl and when you start to heal from this, and you will, life will be good to you again for sure! Maybe in a few months time you will look back on this time and think ... saved by the bell! Hugs! xxx