Today Is The Day..

[dizmouk2009]

I have to get through and stay alive!

For all that know me then they would know the pain I've been through being left by my wife. For all that don't it really isn't that important.

Today is my wedding anniversary and I'm obviously not celebrating, just drowing all my sorrows. I really ain't looking forward to this one..

You people must be really sick of me moaning.

[seekeerz]

oh dear, sorry wolf, I answered a little while back but the ipad can do funny things.

It's nearly 12.30 here and for my sins, I'm cooking a roast dinner, idiotic when there's only two of us, but never mind, we'll both enjoy it and the dogs like the leftovers.

Warm and muggy here, typical Spring with more rain to come, xx

[dinki]

Like someone said, yet yourself off to bed with some water. In the morning if you feel up to it do the cycling, you might feel better after doing it, and its for a good cause. We all have things in our lives which are sad and break us apart, I have been to two funerals recently, and have family members ill, and have a chronic pain conditions myself, I have low days, you have to be strong for yourself otherwise the other people in your life who are not kind to you have won. It might seem a long way off but I think and hope that you will look back see this as a turning point in your life. An be kind to yourself, if you really do not feel like doing something think will I benefit if not sod it do what you want to do, the whiskey although understandable might not be a good idea.

I will think of you, also think I will try to get some sleep, hope tomorrow is a better day for you. Sorry for any typos my eyes are flagging now.

[dinki]

You are so talented, put all your efforts in to your creativity, I am sure this will help you through. Do not waste your talent.

[janbee]

Morning Diz... we are ALL here for you any time you want. xx

[seekeerz]

you've been rather quiet for a while now, diz .... have you dropped off to sleep over your drawings ? and what time does the bike ride take off ? you'll be well tired at the end of the day if you go, but keep in touch ... we're all still here xx

[Dee Sa]

diz we are all here for you and you've heard it before but time is a great healer. Be careful if you insist on doing the bike ride and try and get some sleep, mine is a different situation I lost my hubby in March and I still cry myself to sleep on a regular basis, people tell me things will get better, I hope so. You moan all you want, get it off your chest that what A/B is for.

[anneasquith]

a) obviously talented and passionate about you work, b) long bike ride after 1 litre of whisky, bad idea. c) get yourself to AA. good luck.

[dizmouk2009]

Morning. I got about an hours sleep so that was a bonus.

The suggestion of going to AA isn't really much use for me but thanks anyway. I'm in the process of getting help from a non god workshipping group who are actually funded by the NHS and not well, I will say no more on that matter!

I still can't get the weight/height measurements right seekeerz. I will work on it later after I've done the epic bike ride. My head is fine by the way.

[seekeerz]

all good news, hope the bike ride isn't too rough, I'll be well asleep when you get back so will catch up later skz xx