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My husband loved his fish, so I set a date and told myself to go to the fishmongers, come home and fillet the fish like I always did for him and think about how he enjoyed them when they were ready. The day came so along I went to the fishmonger, but the man on duty had not seen me for a while and asked how my husband was. Consequently the tears started to flow and I haven't been back since, but I will. The tears are flowing now so time to say bye.