hiya....i am exactly like mifta!! im 22... i have the most irrational thoughts. i have been an anxious person for most of my life but it really kicked in when my dad had a stroke 5 years ago. there have been some occasions where i have been so depressed that i was not able to do anything what so ever! when i am depressed i just want to sleep all the time. you think that you will never be happy again. i sank into depression at christmas as everyone in my house was ill and everything was cancelled and of course, i thought everyones illness was worse than it actually was. i didnt eat a thing and lost 9lb.
at the beginning of january i joined weight watchers and the effect it has had on my mind is amazing! i feel really really good at the moment. i also take propranolol (beta-blocker) do you take anything? i have had moments where i would start crying and wouldnt stop for about an hour...the tears would just pour out...like someone had turned a tap on and couldnt turn it off! i do get the odd palpitation but no where near as much as i did!
have you been offered cognative behavioural therapy? i was offered it but i didnt take it when i really should have!
my email is....
[email protected] if you ever want to email me and have a chat! try think positive hun but i know it is very difficult!! x x x