Wish I knew an answer. Certainly staring at a list of jobs ain't going to do it for me, heck making a list of jobs seems bad enough. I think one can just get fed up of the world sometimes, and all that's involved with surviving in it, and all the impositions and stuff. What's it all about eh ? Sometimes it isn't motivation you need, but just to decide to switch off the mind, and make a start. Plod along until everything's no longer waiting to be done. It's a relief not to have things staring at you