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I am so sorry Bednobs, that is truly awful.You must think I'm a terrible person for being so silly over something like this.
Also you said the exact same thing that my husband says to me, about pretty much going round in circles, wanting to have a baby, he agrees and then I snatch it away and being upset about it. I can understand how annoying that must be for him, but I'm not sure how else to handle it?
I think that I will probably wait until around christmas time to start trying, because at least I know that my degree will be completely finished by then. My husband and I will have had more time as a couple, should be in a better position financially and it will gove me time to get some help.