I know you're poorly owdhammer, but it may well be nothing more than simply being a bit off colour like we all get. Don't fear the worst just yet my friend. We're here if you need to talk.
Sorry to hear you're suffering - glad they've got some morphine into you.
Just saw your post from the other day asking after my wife - sorry not to have replied - don't get into CB that often - she's started chemo but is still having to have fluid drained regularly.
She's smirking about all the weight she's lost! hopefully that can be stopped before it gets too far!
She thinks this is harder on the familly than the sufferers - I'm not so sure!
I hope you feel better soon. I was in hospital last week and am also on morphine. but am now feeling a bit better. It's all very scary though, isn't it? Like Mrs Jake-the-P, I also feel it is tough on the family. Keep going and Good luck xx