anyone else up??

[kazzianne]

Ive just had yet another nightmare and cant get back to sleep.

[kazzianne]

Maybe they mean the opposite - dreams where I cant help him mean in real life Im always there for him

[~Wingnut~]

I dunno I just feel right crap at the moment, on a bit of a downer I think, letting things get to me. I posted yesterday about some kids kicking a football at my daughters and me and knocking my daughters bags out of her hand. I'm kicking myself for being too scared (of kids!) for not saying anything but I was worried they may follow us home and see where we lived. I feel a bit pathetic but annoyed that things like this go on.

[~Wingnut~]

yeah thats a good point kazzi.

[~Wingnut~]

I keep telling myself that I'm being stupid and much worse things go on, but the fact that we can't even walk home from a nice afternoon at our friends 80th Birthday tea without someone spoiling it

[kazzianne]

didnt see that post - how old is your daughter? Think mums(and dads) often have so much going on in their heads - we dont only have our own worries but are totally responsible for the life of another human being!

[~Wingnut~]

the worst thing is I know it has got to me because I am up at this ungodly hour! lol I used to be like this a couple of years ago when my hubby was quite ill (he had kidney failure but has had a transplant and is much better now) and I would wake up about 2am and not get back to sleep again, mind you back then I could keep going thru out the day on little sleep, these days I'll be like a bear's behind!

[kazzianne]

lol.I will do what I always do - go back to bed about 5-6am,drop into a deep sleep about 6.30 and then my 6 yr old will come bounding into the bedroom at 7am!!

[~Wingnut~]

She's just turned 8 and the little one is 3.

Yes definatly get what you mean about worrying about them, no-one tells you about all the little things that worry you like, them falling out with friends/ school work/ obnoxious little twerps/ keeping safe.. and their own worries when you get pregnant! lol Just wish I could bundle them up and live on an island away from people!

How's your tummy Ruby?

[~Wingnut~]

lol yeah! I'm waiting to hear little elephant footsteps across the ceiling, then down the stairs and the door to fling open! They always seem to wake up even earlier when I'm up early and fancy a couple of hours to myself :o) Wouldn't have it any other way tho :o)

[kazzianne]

yeh Ruby - has it eased yet??

B/f and I have had sooo much pressure the last few months that we decided "sod it " this weekend and today bout 5.30pm am gona take my son to his dads who has him till mon,and then we r going to the seaside to a little B & B and just chill out ,eating chips and walking on beach,even if its rainy!

[kazzianne]

well I have 4 kids,17,15,12 and 6.The eldest has left home(long story!) the 15 & 12 live with their dad but I have them most weekends and youngest lives with me,and b/f daughter usually comes at weekends so I have either 1 or 4 kids in the morn depending on the day!!

[~Wingnut~]

aww Kazzi that sounds lovely!! Yes after all the excitment of the other day (private investigator) I bet you could do with a break! lol I hope you have a really nice, relaxing time :o)

Blimey there's naff all on telly! Currently have Newlyweds on!

[~Wingnut~]

Blooming heck, I bet they keep you mega busy! no wonder you need a weekend away! lol

[kazzianne]

I never put telly on when I wake up - dont know why!! Funny-b/f can sleep for England - he never ever gets up in night - when his head hits the pillow thats it till when he gets up next day - infuriating!!

[kazzianne]

think Ruby's gone bye-bye's.

[~Wingnut~]

Gaww my hubby drops to sleep within a few seconds! He says he can just switch off and fall straight a sleep, I can only do that if I am really drunk lol He usually wakes up if I get up early (promptly falls a sleep again) checks I am ok and why am I getting up, but he didn;t stir tonight so he must be tired!

[~Wingnut~]

Hope you feel better Ruby and have managed to get back to some sleep :o)

[kazzianne]

lol.tonight we went to bed,chatted for a bit,said goodnight and in less than 20 seconds he was snoring - i just couldn't believe it!!

[Rubyrose]

Hey guys, Sorry I finished watching an episode of Lost on my laptop. My tummy doesn't really hurt now.. I think the warm of the laptop has helped. I am going to try and sleep now. I hope you both get some sleep and have pleasant dreams. Night all and sleep tight. xxxxx :o)

[~Wingnut~]

I'm feeling much better for talking to you kazzi, thanx :o) I came on here to keep my mind off of things but unfortunatley at this time in the morning not very many new posts are put on lol Found I was re-reading a lot of them lol, till you posted of course