I agree Whiffey, the emotional feelings we get are in someways very physical, and in other ways unexplainable, and the thought of being nowhere after death is indeed a strange thought, I suppose impossible to truly imagine as we have no comparisons, But maybe, just maybe that is the way it is, not a comforting thought I know, but to my way of thinking more likely.
Is it possible that you believe in god because it is easier than being uncertain, and with a belief in God, life after death is easier to deal with than just death.
Please don't think I'm preaching or putting you down, i'm trying to understand the thought process of a believer, not trying to change your mind.