Am I insecure?

[Roughquest]

Why do i fall in love so easily, and why is it I am never the one that finishes relationships? I need to change some things, but not sure what exactly, I am not scared of showing emotion at all but I feel I need to change some things so the outcome will be better - if that makes sense?

[Roughquest]

Oooo, Nox I cant give you a list, potential boyfriend material over the past year have been so varied, different backgrounds, different ages, i cant pin point anything to be honest, I am just being me around them, but it always ends up the same, they all just disappear off the face of the earth, latest one we went out for a meal, then he wanted to get together for a drink again, then called it off last minute - no reason....i try not to be needy, try to relax with it all but the outcome is always the same......my love life is like the Bermuda triangle!