Thankyou for your enquiry, did not want ti hijack firewatch`s important thread. I am seeing some light and though i do still find things difficult, i am getting there in my own sweet way. Ta so much for your care and concern.
Hi mamya, I am so glad to hear that the mist is lifting slightly, life can never be the same, but we have to learn to live with what is thrown at us don't we, as I and others have said before, if ever you want to talk or just swear at somebody, come on here and let it all out. plenty on here that will listen and try to give words of hope. take care mamya. and it is always good to see your name, Ray xx