weight......again!!

[xxlizziexx]

a while ago i wrote an entry called weight....again!! as you proberly know. in it i was going to the doctors and would tell you how it went as many of you wanted to know.
i went to the doctors today after school, but i said to my mum in the morning that i was going to a friends house as i didnt want my mum to know.so i was waiting to go in with 2 of my friends. i spoke to the doctor who was a very nice man may i add. i explaied to him all about it, how it was upsetting me,how it was making want to self harm etc. he asked me a few questions and i asnwered them. i also said to him that i have counsoling at school and used to have it out of school. after a few tears from me nd alot of estremly good adivce from the doctor he came to a conclution. it is that i should go back to my counsoler out of school beacuse she will be able to help me better as she knows me and some of my past. he also said that i should tell my mum beacause i cant do anything really without telling my mum. so i had to accpet it, im dead scared to & i said that to him & he said that no matter how angry or upset she would get (like she did before when she found out i self harm) she still loved me and wants to help me no matter what, deep down inside of her no matter what she wants to help me and she would feel so bad if i did it all on my own without her help, it would make her feel like a bad mum. i totally agree. so i have to tell my mum. as i walked out i was crying and my friends helped me but i knew that the doctor had said the right things beacuse i trusted him, so i have to tell my mum about it and say that i drives me to self harm and i went to the doctors and that he said that getting my old counsoler back is a very good idea and something needs to be done. contines...

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