Childhood Sweetheart?

[JeremySprout]

I am a 28 year old happily married man. Every few months or so I have a vivid dream about a girl I used to be friends with at school. There was nothing between us or so I thought at the time. But I was a late developer in relationships and the more I think back to those times and the way I used to behave towards her I know now I was in love with her yet never had the courage to do anything about it. Trouble is after one of these dreams, I feel really depressed and miss her terribly even though I have not spoken or seen her since I left school. Part of me want to try and track her down and tell her how I felt/feel, to maybe get some closure. I don't want to leave my wife in the slightest as I truly am happy with her, but I had a dream about this girl again last night and can't get her out of my head. I know 12 years down the line she will look different and probably be a different person to how I see her in my head. What would you do?