My Best Friend Kissed Me! Help!

[Bella5684]

Hi my name's Bella and Im almost 14 yrs old. Me and my best friend have known each other for almost 10 yrs now. We do everything together, I mean everything! Yesterday she was over at my house and we were talking about a boy that I have a major crush on. My best friend isn't attracted to anyone so when I asked her if recently started liking someone. She leaned in and kissed me, mouth to mouth. When I talked to her about it, I told her it could never happen again and we couldn't tell anyone but I still wanted to be her friend. She agreed although she admitted she enjoyed it. To be honest, I enjoyed it too. I saw her today and tried to talk to her as if nothing happened but she answered dully and tried to get away from me as quickly as possible. Did I do something wrong? All I want is for everything to go back to normal! Please help me. What do I do?

[Mamyalynne]

You can't turn the clock back Bella- just let it be for a while and try not to obsess about it.

[Canary42]

Many friendships fade as characters develop differently throughout life - learn from this valuable experience and move on.