Feeling something and nothing!!!

[puddicat]

Been on friends united and have some reponse to my posting on there, i was in the forces and went to different places, took me by suprise last night, too see photos of my ex husband his wife and his son,spoke to my youngest son this morning saying that i had seen his dad online and so on, he said mum he has another life now,i know that what am i envious of cant explain, it isnt feelings for him anymore, maybe its just that they looked so happy on holiday with there family,and my life so far didnt work out that way,i have really been through the mill with problems with my youngest and i kept alot of it to myself never involving his father unless my son wanted him to know, my ex is the kind of guy who if fell in s.....e would come up smiling!!!!!

[obNOXious]

I'm 48, I'm not too young for anyone!!!

[puddicat]

Thought you were alot younger lol!!!!

[obNOXious]

Sadly not!:)

[LoftyLottie]

Watch this space !!! ;o)

[mrs.chappie]

Hey puddi, is it too soon to buy a hat? (lol)

:o)

[helliebobs]

Hi puddicat, I've mentioned my own experiences on here a few times and it is a totally different sitaution to yours but I split from my husband in February last year when I was 8 months pregnant. I was devastated and it took me a while to get my head round being a new mum, but also a single mum. I hated the fact that he walked away from our marriage with no emotion and just seemed able to carry on with his life as if nothing had happened whilst I was obviously going through the dual emotions of becoming a parent and dealing with my marriage breakup. I love my son to pieces, but I was very envious of the way he could just come and go as he please, go out when he wanted, meet new people etc. I thought he'd always have that edge over me, especially when he got himself a new girlfriend within 7 months of us splitting up. I thought I'd never meet anyone else or be able to move on properly. Then I met my new boyfriend on here earlier this year and my life is finally getting back to normal and now I feel luckier than ever.
It'll happen and don't forget you have a lovely son to keep you going!

[puddicat]

Thanks helliebob have 2 sons actually been for the hairdo had blonde streaks on a chocolate base, very subtle and very sexy,i am me and yes looking back i could have dealt with things better, but when your head is minced you dont think rationally, i think we out grew each other married to young me 21 him 20,going to say a big wink to mr nox just having a laugh!!!!!

[banjobabe]

Hey Puddicat ;)

You can't tell by looking how happy people are. I am sure you have had photos taken lookin happy when in fact you weren't?

You now need to learn what makes you happy.

Take care

Bb xx