I've been on my own for about 8 years now,and while its *mostly* OK...doing what I want when I want...its getting increasingly difficult. I'm reluctant to tackle decorating,etc on my own. I worry about over taxing myself,as I feel I need to conserve energy for the three days I still work. Much as I look forward to ,my days off- I dread retirement as work gives me a focus. My daughter is not nearby,and other family is across the Atlantic. I do feel quite isolated sometimes...especially when I need a shoulder to moan on.