Question Author
Well in response to all the decent msgs I have received, I think I do have trust issues, but I think its down to my own insecurities about myself, what with all the nasty comments from his family that doesnt help at all, just being put down all the time. The irritating thing about it is, they have never even met me, and I think it unfair to judge someone you dont even know, so what if I have 2 children, that doesnt make me a bad person does it? just unfortunate thats all, I have never come across anyone with such bitterness towards me. I am normally a strong character and can rise above such things, but to be characterised as the scum of the earth is so degrading to me, I have struggled very much in my life and left an abusive partner, if I hadnt had left, I would probably be 6ft under by now, I feel I have achieved a lot since then, college courses etc and have raised 2 decent children and to be put down like that in the knowledge that I have worked my guts out to get where I am now is down right disrespectful to say the least. Maybe its them and what there saying that is making me insecure about myself, cos its certainly nothing I have done! Thanks for all your comments -x-