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Thanks RoaldoM!
First things first - spelling lessons!
Re a career in law; I'm afraid that has never been on the cards as at no time have I been in the position to be able to afford the fees or living expenses required to complete the Bar Vocational Course in order to qualify as a barrister. Even passing this is no guarantee of a future as there are further stumbling blocks to a career in the law. Despite what people say, the higher branches of law are very much an "old boys network" and I don't have the right background or connections.
I am grateful for your comments and I do take them positively, though I don't think thre is an issue with emotional control. The "disillusionment" statement comes from a recent application I made for a high powered position in education. I completed some psychometric and intelligence tests and the report produced in light of these identified me as a high level performer and stated that the institution would be unlikely to find someone who would score higher in the tests than me. The report further suggested that this could be a problem as that such "intelligence gaps" (their words, not mine!) are a big problem in the work place and that unless I was constantly challenged I would become disillusioned (I withdrew my application before the final interview for other reasons).
I have looked back over my career in light of this report and can identify instances where I have become disillusioned when I could not identify new challenges or see what I could achieve. I have recently been lecturing law but have decided to leave because the position is not inspiring me at all and I am disatisfied. I have achieved 100% pass rates previously and cannot see how I can improve on this. This is why I am seeking a new challenge which will stretch me.
Thanks again for your words; I have taken them on board.