I appreciate that you're "really worried" - I would be too in your position but, if I were in your position, the ABSOLUTELY LAST thing I'd be doing would be posting in here! As New Judge says, seek proper legal advice. Do it first thing in the morning. Take the morning off work if you have to. When you were in court last time, didn't you have professional legal representation? No disrespect, but I can't imagine that you defended yourself. Call the solicitor / lawyer who represented you last time or, if you don't want to do that for whatever reason, go to your local Citizens' Advice Bureau and explain the situation. They can put you in touch with a local lawyer who will help you...