Cyanide or similar chemical/drugs etc.

[MURKY]

Does anyone know where I can get hold of cyanide? Or does anyone know of any other methods, drug or medicine or herbal methods of suicide which are painless and quick? Thanks.

[chimney]

are you OK?

[seekeerz]

I too am concerned, this is a rather odd enquiry, would you like to talk about anything, MURKY ??
Though not speaking from any experience, I don't think cyanide is painless, though I believe it may be quick. how you'd obtain it is another matter.

[raysparx1]

MURKY,

Are you there ?,please respond,do you want to talk ?

Come on,Reply please, Ray

[Hellion]

Murky - Talk to us please,

I'm hoping you just want to know this because you are writing a book

if not

We are all here and ready to listen and help in anyway we can. Please reply so we know you are OK.

[sweetdor]

looks like murky found his cyanide

[RATTER15]

As a regular user of cyanide, I can tell you that would not be the way to go, it is a horrible death indeed!! I think that the only source of cyanide in the UK has now been withdrawn, I will soon find out.

[crete]

ratter do you still use it for your little furry friends ?

[x jenni x]

bye

[~zorro~]

what a waste of a user

[pagey]

surely they would go to fellow successful suicider's to ask for advice.

[tomtech]

there are also some good websites on suicide ,painless or otherwise. my brother in law used his everyday medicines plus alcohol, and was probably asleep before feeling any pain.

[~zorro~]

try hanging

[WendyS]

Murky - if you are seriously suicide and wanting to end your life, please contact the Samaritans immediately. You c phone them on 08458 90 90 90, or you and talk to somebody there by e-mail via [email protected].

Cyandide causes an excruciatingly painful death, and overdoses of virtually all medication are not necessarily guaranteed to kill, but can possibly leave you brain-damaged for life

If you are in serious personal difficulties you can share your problems with people here who will try to offer your moral support. But this is merely a curious enquiry, needed for research purposes, I think you should come back immediately and tell us so that you do not create unnecessary alarm for those who are using this site.

[RATTER15]

Crete, Cyanide is used only as a last resort, under certain circumstance for certain pests.

[MURKY]

I have tried to seek help but my mind is too dismantled and so I do not want to cause any more fuss or put a strain on people, I would just like to get it over and done with. I cannot ask people who have attempted it because I am 15, I do not know of anyone else. Is CO or Carbon Monoxide gas painless?

[raysparx1]

Why MURKY,

Can't you talk to somebody, what about your family ? do you think it fair on them to do this ? talk to somebody please, All problems can be solved, are you being bullied? or is it something else,please talk, Ray

[MURKY]

I really am final in my decision, and just looking for a method. People can ruin your life and future, and someone has ruined me, my mind, future, soul..and plus, when you look at life it is grey, so many people are empty...they live for nothing, they live for sex or drinking...it is a lonely, sad world.

[raysparx1]

MURKY, You are so young, Please Contact Samaritans

Wendy has put the phone number and e-mail on for you,there must be someone you can talk to, who has ruined your life ? what is the problem that makes you feel so down ?