Checking In

[queenofmean]

to let you know that I am still ok.

No panic attacks - each night I go to bed and before I do I give myself a stern talking to and it works!

Off work this week, as had various appointments and I am having a wee do on Friday - admittedly I don't really feel like it in light of all the stuff that is currently going on (I can't say at the moment what it is, so bare with me on this one) and if truth be told last night all I wanted was my mum - first time in months, the one time I could use her words of wisdom and her fighting spirit or even her jovial laugh - I ended up with 3 cats 2 of hers in bed with me last night which was nice - maybe a sign who knows.

Anyways - I'm off to get cracking on the house work - if anyone wants to come and run round with a duster be my guest - I will supply the tea and biccies!

Toodle Pip
Q xx

[-SharonA-]

Queen, I hate housework and I am glad my hubby does not mind doing the hoovering!!!

Glad to hear things are getting better for you.

[cupid04]

Glad you're feeling better. xx

Every girl needs her mum sometimes whatever age we are. xx
I still miss mine too and she passed on years ago.

[whiskeryron]

Good on ya Queenie that's the spirit ( talking of spirits have a couple on us babes)

[albaqwerty]

Queenie, it's still early days hun xx

Just chat to your mum and listen to what she's saying to you. (I'm a firm believer that they can hear and will chat back)

Housework?! dear lawd, woman, wash yer mouth out

Just enjoy the wee do on Friday xx

[queenofmean]

So do I Sharon, I don't mind the hoovering though, everything else not my favourite, but if I don't do it nobody will.

Very true Cupid, but its nice to feel human again! xx

Aww cheers whiskeryron - I might actually have a glass of bubbles later, theres a wee bottle in the fridge :)

[queenofmean]

It is Alba - I think it was just the nature of the appointment I had yesterday that sort of made me wish she was about.

I do actually talk like she is still here, when I go out I always shout 'bye'

Lmao - needs done though Alba, mum was houseproud and I'm trying to keep it the way she did.

But I will do my best to enjoy my do :) xx

[marval]

A bit late, but good to see you Queenie, keep up the good work. Allow yourself times when you want your mum, just have a little chat with her. I am sure is watching down on you, feeling very proud of what you have achieved.

[queenofmean]

Thank you Marval. I do talk away usually just tell her stuff is wanted to say ages ago but didn't get to. She probably is really proud and I bet she's glad I've brought the house back into line. I also bet she's willing me to stop dwelling in self pity right now and get off my skinny butt and kick some toosh!
I'm about sometimes Marval but don't always get a chance to post, before mum passed I seem to have had more time, now I seem so busy doing what I do not know!
Going to go find something to do now OH has gone home, he came through to cheer me up

[Psybbo]

Chin up, Queenie, sending you lots of love and well done xxx

[Baldric]

Queenie, just go for it girl, you can do it, you know you can. I sure your Mum would be proud of you.
Do what you can when you can.

[queenofmean]

Thank you Sib and Baldric.

I shall give it my all, but I do try and only do so much.

It's really hard to send a reply when you have a cat prancing all over you LOL

[tonyav]

Glad to hear your on the up, queenie. Are you looking for a DJ for Friday ;-)

[queenofmean]

I'm doing my best Tone. Lol it's not that kind of 'do' but if you can be on standby with a hose or fire extinguisher that would be fab lol :)

[tonyav]

Hose or extinguisher !, is gness attending ?.

[queenofmean]

Lol, no but I am. It's a candle party and I also have 6 crazy kitties to contend with

[tonyav]

Ah I see, I'll have the fire brigade on standby then.

[queenofmean]

Lol thank you :)

[DaisyNonna]

You are often in my thoughts queenie
Just think what your mum would say, how she would fight, you will hear the laugh

[tonyav]

Well done, Daisy ;-)

[Mamyalynne]

You're doing everything right and Mum's always there really but she wouldn't mind if you just shifted the dust around.

Good luck with appointments and have a lovely party. ♥