I've only just started this.
2016 was the most shocking year of my life. It started with an unexpected breast cancer scare, which saw my mother walk out of my life because she couldn't cope with the idea of me having cancer. This was followed by an ectopic pregnancy which caused a big internal bleed and nearly cost me my life. To add insult to injury my beautiful dog died unexpectedly a week before Christmas.
In between all this I've battled insomnia, depression, self-loathing, anger, hatred, foggy brain, ibs, memories of domestic violence throughout my childhood and debilitating breast pain. Everyday I feel like I'm facing an uphill battle.
I started Citalopram for the second time on Christmas Day after waking up and seeing my amazing OH with 3 vertical scratch marks down his right cheek (and I don't even remember inflicting them)